New Age

 hey it’s me again! i hope you are doing well. Well today is my birthday. it’s not really different from the age i’ve just finished. There is things i wanna do this year so i just decided to write them down. i wanna shop like crazy. i wanna make my self a meal or a dessert and eat it and not feeling guilty about it. i wanna make new friends. i want to find a muse. i wanna be healthy. i wanna be thinner. i want to feel loved by someone else, someone new. i wanna talk. i wanna watch. i wanna write. i wanna eat without thinking about calories. i wanna be happy, like genuinely happy. i wanna be successful. i wanna be surrounded by people who loves me. i want someone to read this. i hope that i can make these come true. wherever you are whatever you are doing, matters. you matter. you are loved and appreciated and deserved and i love you. i genuinely hope that you are happy and healthy. i hope you heal from the things no one has ever apologized for. xoxo